someone asked me if i was happy with my job. i don't know if i've been indoctrinated by media, but i said no. no person is happy with their job i've been led to believe.
i was interested in this girl. she had many qualities i've looked for, and i've gotten lost in her eyes before. and adored what she stood for, and the things she worked towards. i liked her long brown hair and her beautiful smile. the way she said my name. i would look forward to it.
now i don't. we will be friends, but i don't think i will push it as hard as i did. i thought i wanted to get to know more about her and let her know more about me. as i have done this, i have realized there are things that i can't agree with. i think i raised my expectations as she grew closer and they didn't correlate with each other.
it could just be that i'm scared of rejection and jealousy.
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