RADAR MANUAL

i'm so hungry.

so today, the house got together and we worshiped together. it was a time of thanksgiving for the gifts we had been given. how each of us had come together, for the house, for the food in the house for the ability to provide for ourselves.

well, during this time, matt asked us what we would think about fasting for a day. i was up for it. i had done some fasting before and it wasn't too hard. it was harder to explain to my mom why i was not eating the supper. i could usually get away with not eating lunch, but supper was always together. i usually faked being sick or something. well, so matt was like let's do it. so right before lunch, we started a fast.

so i'm hungry. looking in the frig is awesome. i mean, look at all that wonderful food. i just want to eat it. we are only drinking water, and i'll have some toast tomorrow cause i had a big day of work. but we will eat again tomorrow for lunch.

the physical toll it has put on me is kinda becoming apparant. i have a slight headache and when i exercise, my fingers get all tingly and numb. right, i know, that's not good. and my legs are really restless. i should be taking this time to really meditate on scripture, but it's not possible for me to do in the studio. i wonder if it will be fruitful or not.

tonight, i found a couch on craigslist. so matt will have somewhere to sleep tomorrow. so far, he's been sleeping with charlie or on the floor. i offered for him to sleep with me, but he didn't want to. i did give him my blankets for some extra padding, but it's really not that great.